My Heart Is the worst thing of my weapon

2009-11-16T03:19:00.000-08:00

HARDCORE BRUTAL!

yes i know, its too damn late.
didn't get a chance to see him during raya, then hes gone.
freaking fast, didn't know that the smallest thing can bring u death
than that day, went to see his 2 kids, Faramir and Fakirah(sp?) .
So damn gorgeous, especially Fakirah. haha! , SHE kept crying when his brother went missing.
enough said. there are bigger things that coming.

there is alot of things i want to describe in this post, but i dont know how to.

things are falling apart, not going according to planned. i'm too damn nervous about my Nlevel results. i know that i did damn badly. i just hope that i could retain or get promoted to sec5 next year(?) . i should have study harder. nah, things have already been done, cant be change.

for some reason, i think back about my friends. i know that some, SOME of them will stay until the end, some will go. or maybe im wrong about the staying part. i mean, i know that some of them care about me. but how do i treasure it? im so gonna totally remove my tagboard and put it back when i feel like it. haha, i know that no one is gonna read this post.

maybe i will never change, but some of you is gonna say that, 'EH! firdaus change alot you know'.
youre gonna get pissed off like in this particular situation that when you d/l this freaking big file for days, and you found out that it doesnt work. you waited far to long for this opportunity. wtf man. i think im just seeking attention through this blog, im a loser. a big one

2009-08-20T09:13:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes, a hug is all what we need.

In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign,

PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER!

After all, If you can reach just one person."

Go ahead

Spread the word

FREE HUGS CAMPAIGN

2009-08-11T04:06:00.000-07:00

'You can't swim, you can't dance and you don't know karate. Face it, you'll never gonna make it'
'I don't wanna make it, I just wanna... '
remembering the old good times huh?

2009-07-17T04:35:00.000-07:00

If i tell you, I love you. What would you do? ,would you even care?
if i had the strengh, i wish to have you.
will you?
i just miss someone to hold ): if i could, i know you will never love me

2009-07-15T06:14:00.000-07:00

okay. sorry for the inactivity.
and photo's of Saturday's jamming practice will be posted at our band's blog which is at: here
so yeah, band updates and stuff will be posted on the blog.

school has been amazingly interesting this past few days cause, I'm on the urge to study for N!
DnT is sucha bore cause everyday must stay back until 6pm to do our project,
BUT, with pesereverence and determination, I will carry on until the end.
I'm just scared that my product won't be complete till submission date.

and soccer is my 2nd loved sport^^ as from rugby.
just came back from match at uppercourt. lost 4-2, but we will try even harder.
damn tired right now, but still have to do my DnT. tahan awhile only la. 3-4mths later can slack already.

kk, don't forget to check out our band's blog and do leave tags on the blog!.
cheers
oh yah, totally forget.
DO TAKECARE YOURSELF AS PEOPLE ARE FALLING SICK NOW ADAYS

if i have the strengh to carry on, im sure i could get you in this ):

2009-07-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

photo's of saturday's jamming practice will be up tmr!
stay tuned! like real (as in: no one will read my blog!)
i wrote a song for you, but im scared of something

2009-07-11T09:08:00.000-07:00

when you need a hug, i'm right there.
when I need a hug, where are you?

2009-06-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

The the world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me. Are you thinking of me? Like I'm thinking of you. I would say I'm sorry but I really need to go. Are you thinking of me? Are you thinking of him? There's an aching in my heart, and there's a burden in my eyes. I could get a new start
But I'd rather learn to try. I could find a new place, but I think it's just the thing.
So, are you happy now?
Now that you got what you need
Are you happy now?
Now that you got what you came for
Are you happy
Now!

2009-06-27T09:42:00.001-07:00

eh i know this song
this song is about dreams

2009-06-20T04:41:00.000-07:00

you need a shoulder, im right here, you just have to find a way.
i love you-

because if you get him back, i would get back the friend that i once knew

2009-06-14T08:28:00.001-07:00

AND 13 JUNE WAS A BLAST!
thanks to all who made it happened

ATL had a down all the way down to parklane's gossip bar.
met up with P, and Clement at hougang and trained to dhobyghaut.
and yeah, some unexpected things happened along the way. UNEXPECTED!
so, met up with Khai and Azneil at mac and had our lunch.

again, the organiser texted Azneil saying that doublepadle will only come later
we waited and waited till the gates are open.
Checked out the equipments and luckily, there's double pad
Chilled till the first band performed.
Man, you guys should come and see how terrible it is.
no offence, my band also went thru that stage when we sucked at stage.
BUT!, perfection takes time.
^^
made new friends like the one in the smoking room
F. yeah, his name is F. And he came to see us perform. cool and funny guy.
kk, then when the band before us perform, i went out to check my equipment.
then i was like... SHIT, never bring extra cable. panic like siao, go round the shops asking
whether can borrow wire. Worst come to worst, i borrowed the wire from
some random guy inside. cools.

PICTURES

I love this (bottom)

headbang!

higinia (bottom)
higinia2 (bottom)

Had sucha great time on that day.
not forgetting the onces who came and support us
especially SavetheRoits
that was the best exposure.EVER!

went sheshaa at hajilane after the gig
boring~

2009-06-09T08:51:00.000-07:00

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places.
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too.
For when he died, he took a part of you.

No time for fairwells, no chances for goodbyes.
No explanations, No fucking reasons why.
I watched it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor.

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
If sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could lead the way.
I would climb into heaven, and bring him back home again.
Don't give up my friend, this is not the end.

We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
The days turn into nights, empty hearts and empty places.
The day you lost him, I slowly lost you too.
For when he died, he took a part of you.

2009-06-05T10:06:00.000-07:00

you speak of the truth

2009-06-05T09:33:00.000-07:00

Hour by hour, day by day.

Your memory will fade away.

Every sunrise, every sunset

Will help me to forget your name,

Your smile,

your eyes

2009-06-04T06:03:00.000-07:00

TAKE YOUR TIME IM ONLY DYING

he could do everything better than me
i'm just a waste of your time
really really really really!

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GIG UPDATE:
Where : GossipBar, Parklane Mall(dhobyghaut interchange)
When : Saturday, 13th June 2009
" Spend one night on June with the five of us! "

2009-05-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

today was amazingly tired.
first, met up with Ashraf at his crib and went trained to CityHall.
yes, Clement was waiting for us at houganginterchange for 45mins
Clement got his Gazette(sp?) picks and we went to check out Peninsular
walkwalkwalk, and Ashraf bought his shirt.
i bought myself a denim skinnies
Clement bought his pins

we walked down to brasbasar to check up on some strings for myself as theres alot of choices for me there.
so yeah, bought a super slinky?
cause you know, i got sweaty palms. like right now, ive got them..
we bused home after that.

yeah, i know my blog is superboring.
don't have the mood to blog la!
oh yeah, so my band is planning to releas an EP around NOV-DEC.
really hope to get the money by then.
and some merch by that month.

2009-05-25T05:53:00.000-07:00

once i had a dream about you and me, living life as the fairytail. i hope this is real;i hope this turns up right. please be with me;please guide me through this. without you, i'm so lost

i've always wanting to say this.
but it will hurt you guys in a way
here it goes.

friends?
i do have friends who come and stay.
some really trying their best to appreciate our friendship.
me too, trying my best.
but some, they've change.
drifting farther..
they're changing for the better.
they decide which friends are best for them
i guess life, is really about making choices
i will pray for you guys.

2009-05-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

2009-05-07T02:23:00.000-07:00

HEY! funfunfun!

now currently at Ashraf's place webcam-ing with Nadia (:

miss her la se!

I'll blog more later at home!

2009-04-22T00:39:00.000-07:00

DRØP TØ YØUR KNEES, ACCØMPLISHING NØTHING

hes determined to get her back.
he pleads and he cries
now hes dying to get inside
with those unfamiliar faces
and she says.
but have you heard that she's over you?
all alone, all alone
going forward;can't be stop
can't believe what surprise he had found
back to the ground
it just goes to show that some words are useless,

now's the time of weakness, now's the time of blood
perhaps even the whole-hearted had wished for this
he whispered with such preaching loneliness
you've all sung of the end, but who truely understands it?
nothing nothing i just need someone to talk to

2009-04-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

UnderØath!

that knife down there is so tempting to cut thought my flesh
as they ask me for my regrets, turn it to sanity.
desperate i am, slit her throat and drain her blood. drank it like a cocktail
my heart stopped a moment in time
all the lies i've told, just brought you farther away. from me, from my friends.
treasure every moment in time i have with you

and yes, i'm super scared to lose all of you friends
):

2009-04-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

gogo run away with that guy..

2009-04-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

been busy these few weeks, with school, rugby, and going out with friends.

Yesterday's story
went jamming with the guys at backbeat, did some of our originals and new covers. didn't know on weekends it was 20bucks=x . after jamming, went to play lan right below backbeat. played left4dead. and jyeah, it was real bored with only 2 guys on the same team killing zombies. bused home after lan. then P. decided to cycle later at night but too bad i can't but i managed to meet them after all. slacked under some block with mervin and P. talktalktalk until 12midnight. guess what i've got? birthday bash by the 2 of them! real pain!, but i took it like a man.

after slack, they went up my house for dvd's , watch some horror movie till half part, the dvd suddenly hang and we decided to watch the hills have eyes 2. gore movie to th max. haha! then, mervin left for home and boredom! thats what happens when 2 guys are alone doing nothing.

played xbox till 6 in the morning, P. left for home. and slept all the way until 2+ . Dad brought home food from pizzahut and this peppermint cake. celebrated at home and here i am, blogging

Tag replies:

Lya : alright, thanks

Shafizi: eh, smgat eh?

Lya: Nope, not extra. tu baik hati (:

Nadia: who da? haha! ,thanks

Fir thanks all of you guys out there who wishes me happy 16th birthday!

Yay my birthday!

2009-04-12T04:30:00.000-07:00

Woohoooooo!
Lya here to update Fir's blog.
Pemalas sungguh nie ank mau update.
Haha! Excited gtu dpt update org nye blog :D :D :D
Kk english.

YAY! TODAY FIR'S BIRTHDAY!
Lai lai! Come let's sing birthday song for Fir!

Too boring? Okay, another version! :D

Haha!! Faster pester fir to update his blog often! :D :D :D

Update ar woi.

K dah, da update! :D Byebye!

2009-03-29T05:50:00.000-07:00

DROP DEAD FIRRRR

Since i got time, i update.Been busy with cca, music and school these few weeks and have been come home late + played non stop computer gaming with friends.

Went to weekend trip on the 21th march to watch kkjane and caracal's set. Caracal was great, plus they featured Matthew(AVA) on their Underoath's cover. Did see some old friends like Emanuel, Izzat and Keith(?). Well, we wanted to see For Better Ending on the day before but got something on. Received this very cool book on Noice Singapore and a Cd-track on locals after doing this interview. Greatstuff ! Went all the way back to hougang green to play lan and I could remember that we played it 2 times a day. addicted! went home ard 12+

Went effects/pedal hunting with P two days before posting this. First, went brasbasar. They we'r having half price sale at that time in the blackwood guitar. Coolios, gonna have a chorus and a distort in a few weeks time. + searched for the cheapest effect case. Then, we went to Peninsula for more hunting.

2009-03-23T07:07:00.000-07:00

dear, [insertname]

i'm waiting for you to talk to me while you're busy with him

wow. i've waited long enough for you to turn back to me, and i guess its time for me to leave you alone. i mean if its the best for you, it would be the best for me too. come back to me when you done? i might as well lose you in my shelf like you did right?

2009-03-14T03:33:00.001-07:00

I'm so gonna go this gig

are you forgetting about me? after all these years?

2009-02-28T08:39:00.000-08:00

cause ~~no one can ever replace you~~
you're the best that I've ever had
but you've changed ):

2009-02-27T06:41:00.000-08:00

sorry for idling . i've got nothing to post, seriously cause there's nothing much more. let the pictures do the talking for now. alright?

ordered MacDonald during recess

FortCanning's Escalator

D&T is getting more exciting each and everyday okay?!

Rainbow at FortCanning(Traffic-Light-post make it perfect)

There's 2 somemore.heh

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kay, going for steamboat tmr evening. more pictures coming

2009-02-25T05:13:00.000-08:00

so negative and some sarcastic comment of people about us. who are you supporting? too much jealousy i guess.
see la, no one to express my feelings to.
friends? where they go? one's out, anymore? make that 2*shakes head*
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anymore?

2009-02-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

shitx I just accidentally deleted ytd's gig photo. zomg. carelessness of me.
I hope I got the photo's from Clement's friend, then i can post it here. ):

let me begin about ytd's gig first.

Yesterday was quite awesome. Met up Shawn at hougangmall buy his lip studs and waited for P and Ashraf. We waited for them at one playgrd behind houganginterchange. Soon they came. Ashraf with his HIPHOP clothes. Zomg, confirm sweat like hell down there. We sat down to burn time before going to dhobyghaut. Was like 3pm when we went of to dhobyghaut for our jamming practice before gig. Reach there about 345, waited waited and waited for Clement to come. We went in, set-up and practice. Practicepractice and practice with Ashraf and some humans inside. And then during the last 30mins, my string snap again. Zomg, had to restring it. LOL, this is the first time I find it hard to restring it and was worried that my guitar is outoftune during the performance.

After practice, met the guys at dhobyghaut and some at bugismrt cause they don't know musicgarage. Reach musicgarage, passed the organizer the tickets money and heard that our set is push forward to 7pm. Zomg, kaykay. the guys went in and we waited downstairs. 30mins before our set we went up and waited at the back.

Watched son of the bleach perform and did wallofdeath. FUNFUNFUN. I remembered hitting someone hard on the face with my wrist, and I think it was Clement. hha. I got hit in the face too.
SonOfTheBleach did some underoath songs and some others.

Then its our turn. Was really shaking halfway thru. Well, I messed up our original songs, with the guitar untuned. Nevermind, big bands start off small. And yeah, i was sweating like aergaegawfuckawefwef. LOL, can see my sweat drip. Then it was Nicholas's band to perform.They did great too.

After gig, went down and thanked the people who have supported us. And I heard that

1) hisyam
2) donovan
3) praveen
3) raj
4) zachary
came to our gig+bought the tickets never watch us? wth? why se? lol zomgay

Thenthen, had our dinner at macdonalds with P, Mervin and Colin and i was reallyreally cold at that time. After dinner we went esplanade rooftop to slack. Thn dad called me saying that got bad news. he said that don't take any trains or hang around bugis cause terrorist plan to bomb that area? Zomg, so we had to walk from bugis all the way to esplanade. Colin bought cards and played 21 on the rooftop.

After playing cards, walked ard marina to find place for supper but couldn't cause its already 1030. so yeah, we decided to eat at chompchomp(serangoon). Bused there and took cab halfway. then, i felt dizzy and was going to vomit. Took panadol at chompchomp. Felt better and continue eating.
Walked all the way to P house and cabbed home. reach home ard 130+ .

2009-02-21T22:30:00.000-08:00

photo's of ytd(21th) will be posted later at night

2009-02-19T05:56:00.000-08:00

who could have not love their iero? (:

One more day to soundaze. Probably gonna parteyyyy after that

leave me alone huh? Ive supported you, where's yours?
oh right, you're gonna miss me only when you need me.
how long are you gonna hide?
you're so hard
hard to forget.
heh, bitch

2009-02-16T04:08:00.000-08:00

perangai macam bukn manusia se
so when you need me you come to me, when you don't want me, just throw me into the shelf uh?
count your blessings la fu*k!
pull the fucking trigger on me. go!

Hello!
My band, Fireworks Over Esplanade
is playing on the 21th(sat) at Music Garage(Soundaze)
Event(Soundaze) will be at 2pm till late
Tickets are going for 10bucks at the door
Do come down and support us play live
Cheers!

OMG!. got a huge kinda of bug just flew pass me and landed on the table.*frightened*
mom!!!!!!!!

2009-02-15T04:40:00.000-08:00

some how i feel like crying right now. but i can't
walao. i should make this blog private. then i can do it more privately

ihateyou.
im going to prove you wrong.
turn this into a song fir. you can do it.

2009-02-13T06:08:00.000-08:00

ITS VALENTINES DAY TMR!
lolz

Training was not like training just now, some say sick, some say injured. Wth? How to get to plate? Train hard la se. So yeah, did some touch rugby, and more touch rugby.

just came home from hougang green lan. Zomg, no left for dead very sian la!. Okayokay, so celebrated Mervin's birthday at HG pizzahut. Sang him the birthday song and makan. Soon P left for his church at 8pm(vday party?lols). Headed upstair for CS, 4v4. Lolxz, long time never play like so difficult to buy weapons. haha. But to bad, there's no left4dead there.): played cs and watched them play dota. lolz, damn sian la that game. I dont understand a single thing. lolz, i still see people play maplestory. HAHA!

okay, so tmr having band practice at beatmerchants, and i heard got gig there? zomg, confirm got alot of people.

famous last words:

the only thing that's going to bother me is that you all call yourself my friends.
when they change, they will fade away slowly.
im sure

2009-02-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

hello

2009-02-09T04:04:00.000-08:00

lets just stop, drop everything, forget each others names and just walk away
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yes, they're back.
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DIE DIE MUST SEE VIDEO/SONG!
COME TO SINGAPORE AGAIN LA!!!!!!!!!

LOLA!
i want to buy the stuffs here!

Zomgxx, I cannot wait for their new album.
MCR IS THE BEST!

2009-02-08T05:08:00.000-08:00

yesyesyes, I've changed my blogskin to kill time at home.

So last Friday, planned to collect tickets from Alex. So yeah, took train with Shawn. Went all the way to Raffles Place Starbucks and then noticed its at Raffles City Starbucks. It was all Shawn's fault la! haha, kidding la. Okay, we got there and collect the tickets and sign some stuffs. Went to Peninsula to eat. Went to Shawn's place for swimming and went home ard 930pm tired.

Saturday, they called me and ask whether am I going to Netforce for left4dead. Zomg, had to cancel with them cause going out to grandmother's place.
Anyway, it really cool to kill zombies. Cool game
So yeah, spent my Saturday at grandmothers house.

And today, Saturday, spent time at home. Tmr having Geography test. OMg. Must pass kay fir? semangat!.LOL

YES LA! VALENTINES DAY COMING !

2009-02-06T20:52:00.000-08:00

RE: Soundaze

Please come down and support me and my band,
Fireworks Over Esplanade

For our first very show,
it would be great if we see you guys out there.

I'VE GOTTEN THE TICKETS AND IT GOING OUT PRETTY FAST.
GET THE TICKETS FROM ME! 8BUCKS!

Hope to see you guys out there.
Support our local scene!

ff

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tag replies:
Nadia: yes, that is shafiq
Shawn: noted!
nic: sex relinked
Norlya: balik kampong la. lolx
Nadia: im not too bad.
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randomness

2009-01-30T03:34:00.000-08:00

when I say i love you; you laughed

2009-01-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

listen to them
they can save your life.

2009-01-24T22:00:00.000-08:00

tag replies:

Nadia: lolzx
Akin: yes hello, im doing okay.
Marvyn: downloading is illegal. hahax
ima: imaaa!!!
shawn: yeh, im excited.

spoillah.
thats what Aliff said
ps. you're gay

2009-01-22T05:24:00.000-08:00

yes! probably gonna play at music garage

2009-01-21T05:32:00.000-08:00

its hard thinking you miss them
but you wanted it to turn it around
all you wanted was them to miss you
i'm gonna pray for you out okay?

2009-01-20T04:40:00.000-08:00

DIAMONDS IN THE ROUGH & LIVE IN THE LBC!

ZOMG! Zacky!

Finally got their new abum. Seeing them play in the LBC, i'm starting to miss them after going to their concert. Gosh! Please come back to Singapore okay? I still remember the fight outside the venue. Hardcore siol! lmao. moshmoshm0sh, fun night! i remembe, zacky threw picks, rev threw his 2 pair of drums sticks. walao, ): imy

PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.
PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.
PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.PLEASE.

2009-01-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

Rev: eat it! eat it! eat it!

lazy to blog!
i miss A7X!

2009-01-15T03:49:00.000-08:00

click here(:

2009-01-14T06:11:00.000-08:00

hellogoodbye, how are you?

2009-01-11T02:25:00.000-08:00

there's something I don't like today in school
which are not related to studies, or my cca
gahh! who will care ?

crycrycryla.
pathetic se

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13 january 2009!

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO NORLYA

hope your wishes come true and study hard!

AND

HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY TO BRO

2009-01-09T03:11:00.000-08:00

2009-01-05T07:58:00.000-08:00

Those words that slip from your lips
Never meant a thing
You're probably the worst friend that I've ever know
You said it would be forever
You promised
You lied
This is the end
And this is the start
Goodbye
Stranger?

2009-01-03T05:08:00.000-08:00

2009 will be a busy year for us. Well, at least some of us. New Year is where people head down for better lifestyle. I guess for last year's , I didn't make an effort to fulfill my resolution.

Here's my resolutions:

1) Become a much more fitter guy
2) Become a more kind guy
3) Get a perfect besttie ((:
4) Save more money for my future

First thing in school that caught my sight was my class form teacher. Make that teachers, got two se. Cool or what? Next, hair check. Zomg , cut or not to cut? Cut la! . Okay, timetables have changed alot! There's good part and the bad part of it. Bad part first: class last time was 1 hr per period, now is 35mins. Lol, how are we going to study? Tsk, good part: School ends early. Well, at least much more better than last year.

KK after school which ends at 1235, went home changed and went back down to school for training. Since its early, went down to gym. Headed down for field training. It was very hothothot! I can't believe what i see , Sec ones having orientation. OMG, irritating seh. kaykay, fitness under the hot sun. We finished off with some touch rugby. Went makan then homed ard 7. Reached home, and my back hurts like hell! Cannot tahan. haha

Saturday: Band practice at DhobyGhaut at 4-5. Quite fun, and tiring, standing up for 1hour feeling sleepy. GOSH, ate at SubwayEatFresh. And then went to play pool with P at the mall. Ownage, I suck. Grrr, maybe too tired. Wanted to go Watson's to check on stuff, but then the bus came. Zzz, reached home like ard 8? Very tired.

to kids who don't make it,
it doesn't mean you won't make it:

Every time you fall down, you get back up stronger. Stronger than ever before.
Bullies makes you feel small, smaller than a kid whose free like a bird.
You receive negative messages that makes you feel like you're useless.
Cried so hard that there nothing left to drip, you suck in suicide.
Time passes and spent your time with real friends
"there's still hope out there" they said.
With more to come in life, you decide to be
better. Better than anyone out there, prove them wrong.
Chase your dreams right now, it will never be too late
Stop being someone who does not make an effort to change
Practice makes perfect

INSPIRING THE UN-INSPIRED

2008-12-31T07:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
GOODBYE 2008 , HELLO 2009!

2008-12-28T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hello! Its like 2am now, and I still can't get to sleep. I think I'll blog to burn off that insomnia. Darnit, Nadia gave me a shock on that nudge on MSN. Oh well, I think I can get some company from her((:
Let's talk about Saturday first ,shall we?

Saturday was the 28th, went out for jamming session at Dhoby. We did great on our cover song and after which we did our song. I guess we need to improvise on the guitars and *breakdown* . Pretty, we need to find vocals fast! Anyone who can sing, wanna go for a tryout? We play alternative posthardcore songs.

After jamming headed down to Peninsula to check on P's bass. We got there on foot, and headed down to the guitar shop to check on the budget of the bass. So yeah, he spot one 250 xS bass classic. Pretty much the same thing Mikey Way has. Walk up and down escalators to check up more shop. Tiring se, leg cramp. So, we didn't find any bass at his cost range. Walk down again to BrasBasar to check on his bass. He bought a TGM with a small body. Weird though. I still prefer that black XS. ^^ . Bused home ard 630.

Yeah, reached home ard 720 and family was getting ready for prawning with kaknirah at PasirRis, must have been really fun but too bad I was super tired la. Used PC until its midnight, dad called and asked whether I want to eat at the foodshop near Montfort. Yeah sure, he picked me up like not 5 minutes after he called me. I was like wth, with this make-up? shitass, wiped off that make-up and guess what I see at the foodshop? OMG, embarrassed la se. I saw cousins, uncle eating there. ZOMG. kay, shall not continue on that part. Ate spicy meegoreng. Whoa, my face was perspiring like no ones business. We left like ard 1+ coming to 2. Used PC and slept ard 3+.

TIME CHECK: 2:38am

Let's talk about Sunday the 28th : It's going to be a short post. Pretty much boring day, woke up at 3 in the afternoon. Did some guitars, watched more tv, used more PC, watched some videos online, played some PSP. Whoa, could say that today is a veryveryvery boring day.

School is starting in like 3 more days? OMG, I hate lectures. RAWRRR!
,Next year will be a whole different year

Dear whoever. I know its hard getting along this days. Thing have pretty much change these days. And if you still got one that's left, inside that thing you call a chest ,you'll know the world is calling for something better. Let's give them one more reason to live

HELLO ANGEL TELL ME WHERE WE GO FROM HERE

no one knows

2008-12-26T06:07:00.000-08:00

I'm lost.confuse
please help me through this, please):

2008-12-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

I love my IERO
Do you?

There's nothing more like MCR
Millions of die-hard fans out there
<3
My wish is to see them play
and sing-along ):
I can't really sleep like this

You must be wondering why am I crazy about some 'stupid band'
I mean, its my fifth year listening to them and they are getting good each time
Their song's are mostly about life
And when every moment you spent time listening to them, you'll start to feel like a person who will never ever give up easily on life. You will know it when you get to know them better.
they are my chemical romance

((:
click HERE

2008-12-24T07:27:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!

AND A VERY BIG HAPPY 15th TO P. !

2008-12-23T00:37:00.000-08:00

fake big smile

kay, went to Peninsula to shop on boots and bag
so i bought this Muzino boots at the sale prize of 68bucks
but that kind uncle gave me 52, i actually wanted to bring it down to 50
erm, but i was shyyy. k diam
then went down to minstryofclothing. really cool shop
and then i came to this backpack.

lol!

I did somemore bargaining to 20bucks
And then decided to buy BMTH t-shirt, BUT
shit la no stock. i wanted that shirt, its so revenge-y

went down to eat and then we decided where to go

and yeah, we dicided to go Cathay to watch YES MANreally cool and funny show to watch.
laugh my ass out in the studio.
I'll rate it 4/5
and reach home ard 1015.((:

look at this is uber cool!
a referee in an NFL game took down a player!
that referee had got to be really strong, plus he could be quite old

cool huh?

NADIA ! you're probably gonna be scared of this video, heh.

SORRY!

yeah, i've cut my hair. YUCKS!
i will not put up my photo until you guys seen me. haha!

2008-12-21T06:38:00.000-08:00

I feel so fxuking dead!
honey

And dear, I fear
That this ship is sinking tonight

this wasn't for you

2008-12-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

SORRY FOR TH VERY LONG IDLE PEOPLE!
NOW I GET TO POST:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Naeem

Khairul!

who's the biggest in there?

hello! Many did came today for the three little cool kids birthday party. ^^
and some unknown people came down too.
had good food, and more and more and more
idk what to blog
kla, overall today was great.
And yeah, i went up and down the undergrd shop for like 3 times? gosh

tettettettet

'cause I'm not ready for this life
But I'm ready for tonight, I'm still wondering why
days convincing me once we'd never be strong, this is goodbye

2008-10-20T19:24:00.000-07:00

hoho
internet break down people
currently blogging in school
i'll be back soon!
cheers

2008-09-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

oh yeah, I'm coming home!

2008-09-17T02:52:00.000-07:00

OMG! they're coming to Singapore!

so yeah, Anthony called P and told him that A7X are coming
and thn he said early birds are for 75bucks, cheap right?
hoho, he told he could only buy 1 for P cause he has got no cast
so boontong and me had to pay for the 95bucks
75 is already considered as cheap for freestanding

this year was the right time for gigs!
woohoo, can save money
exactly after exams and hariraya
can't wait

its when i lose the only thing i care

i go crazy for no reason

run away leaving nothing more to say?

i don't love you

2008-09-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

lets start with Friday's outing

met up with the guys first.

Nick contacted Shawn, asking where's the rest

*bad news people*

boohoo, P was caught shoplifting near PunggolPark

then the rest down there was like ' Yeah yeah, don't come here and lie '

so after hearing Shawn's exaggerating voice, we guessed it's true.
we sat under 1 block and waited for them to come.
then Nick was like tempting for us to go there
then Lyon shouted ' Go there do what? We go there also we can do nothing '

so yeah contacted Shawn and told him to come to us as soon as that thing's done
he did, and he told us what happened

Shawn said that P did stole a can drink and got caught by the owner
he did run but by then the owner held Shawn and the rest up and ask P to come back
so no choice P had to come back
blablablablabla
Shawn shouted at 1 extra uncle who interrupted(lol, i can imagine)
the owner said to give 200bucks or he will call the police
P said ' Eh what 200? we all student leh '
the owner don't care then he just called to police
so yeah, police did come and Shawn said they handcuffed P
and brought him to the police station
whoa! so cool. LOL

continued our journey
Shawn, Lyon and bused to compass to return book while the rest headed down to Nick's place for swimming.
headed up to the library and returned the book
Lyon was hoping to see Steph there but he didn't

bused down to Lyon's house and then still nedd to walk in
while walking, we spotted this very old ran down house with plantation everywhere
well it was gated, so we climbed thru and headed for the door.
it was opened and we headed in for more
we managed to view that living cause we are late for song writing
the living room was prettey big

songwriting session was great
went to finish up the intro, verse prechorus and chorus
it sounded great
but if P's around, it would be greaterrrrr

wrapped everything up around 530
headed down back to the oldrandown house to see alil bit more
it was a terrace house and was very big it even have a backyard
went to the kitchen, 2nd floor and the backyard

okayokay after that thing
bused down to sengkang and took 88 to pasirris for makann
reached there and the guys are late
so we bought food and ate
they guys came down halfway and decided to eat somewhere else and light up some candles cause it's MIDAUTHUMN

founded the perfect place and waited for the 'mats' to come
Nick collected money for makan
and so they bought
1) chicken wings
2) chicken rice
3) satay
4) drinks
and some others

oh well, we light up the place as it was like 745+ and we wanted to give them some light. there was plenty of candles but not much fire cause Lyon wanted to show his
'domino' skills. stupid retard
we went home about 1030 and guess what? traffic jam grr.

i was caught in this photo

i think thats it for friday

now lets start with Saturday
Saturday was total boring
spent my time at home

thats the reason why i can't study at home
because :
1) everytime i want to study, i will study at my computer table and its a must turn on my computer, so i really can't concentrate on studying
2) idk why i keep stopping after i do 1 question
3) my bro's are making noise
4) and i can't study alonee

and Sunday
spent my time again at home
guess what? i didn't study. and i'm still proud of that
boohoo

2008-09-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

keepsinging,thenitwon'tkillyou

2008-09-03T06:23:00.000-07:00

that's when i love you
I'm so scared to tell you that i really do
I'm scared you got the other one
I'm so scared for losing you
I so don't wanna leave you

and that's when you left me
it's all so wrong
every mourning
every single bit of it

and when to music starts
it's playing at its key
we'll start crying

2008-09-02T22:33:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating.
I've change my blog skin because i was so bored at
home and decided to change it

lets start of with barbecue.
barbecue was great but, we just hate it of when it rain
it dropped about 2 times.

the first one was amazing: it rained the other side,
but it didn't rained on ours. and then come down the second one
we were not aware, then suddenly it rained heavily.
dots, we abandoned our foods under the barbecue pit, so it didn't get wet
and we ran with out bags to the nearest shelter.

its frustrating to see how our pit gets wet when we just set up the fire.
plus he charcoal was not a very good one.
after the fire has been put out, we spent hours setting it and also spent
the whole box of fire starters and lighters.
lucky there was a bit fire starter left.
Nicholas, Clement and some others, went to get some more charcoal, fire starters and lighters
while we waited.
guess what they came back with?
poker cards, matches, lighters, sparklers and charcoal
cool, so we set up fire and started barbecuing

quite alot of food that we ate like
chicken
satay
hot dogs
otah
fried rice
fried noodles

and i can tell you P's mom cook very good food.
spent the rest of the night at Nicholas place. eating leftover foods' there

the day after barbecuing, didn't went for training
cause it was already the fasting month.
and then they still ask me to go for training at Sentosa .
are they stupid or what?
heh. joking

its Wednesday now, and its like 4 more days till school opens
must have plans but its a fasting month.
wrong timing la

2008-08-31T03:25:00.000-07:00

posting some random photos on my blog

even if it's broken, its not shattered

2008-08-31T02:22:00.000-07:00

lets start off with yesterday's M1 10's
met up with the team ard 7am in school
when all our teammates came except for boontong was present,
fenghua will go like this " walao, no boontong sibei sian le "
hah. without him, no one can ever laugh.
so yeah, called Lyon for about 3 times but he didn't pick up his call
so, i just left him a message 'take train to boonlay and then walk to pioneersec'

hmm, reached pioneersec ard 8+
changed up and go to toilet, and warm-up
after warming up saw lyon runing to us.
lol, super funny. okayokay, lucky he come just in time
cause we haven't played the first match

our first match supposeto be against bedoktown
but they wasn't there to play us. what was the reason?
so we played against bedoksouth.
we won them 12-0 ?
i think weijun and fenghua scored this point

we we're throught to the cup quarterfinals
next match was against pioneer.
we pressured them like we we're told
final score 12-17?

so yeah, singh told us that he teared?
lols, that showed us that we did preety well

we went home with something

something that each and everyone of us have

not to forget the one's who didn't get to play,

the ones who came later at that time and still didn't manage to play

we showed them, what montfort really is

even if we never go home with that silverware

we walked out of that school as GIANTS

ohcrap. just forget about it

let talk about today

friends have been texting me up to play for SCC

today they're playing against wanderers today

so yeach i didn't come for their match and stayed at home

tmr's is gonna be the first day of ramadan and i'm gonna go barbeque

with friends at pasirris. really can't wait.

2008-08-28T05:53:00.000-07:00

tag replies

Lya: ah! LOLA

Kin: yeah. stalker, lol.

Lyon: yeah, maybe he's stress with tricia=x

Lya: what beb. lame

i can see that everyone's changing
do you see them

ohcrap.
never go school today.
so yeah at 1230 changed up and packed my stuff for training in school.
and guess what? interhouse touch rugby is still on and then, it was like
0150 when is ended. hoho, at last no training.
alrightalright. after that, went to hougang to meet shwn and off we go to
dhoby for band practice.
we did some new stuff like:

apology

i'm not okay

we nedd vocals lah se

okayokay back to the point. practise was a success with some stupid

mistakes like:

drummer went to do his drumming at his own wonderland

guitar cable 'accidently' plugged out when jumping

and so on

after practice, we decided to go PS for sightseeing

so yeah. Kent bought polot at giodano(sp?) and someother guy

bought cotton-on. we went up and down escalators like no ones bussiness

and then it was already late . took 147 home and guess what? no ones at home.

dotts

oh mens, i think im gonna get sickkkkkkk

tmr there's another rugby tournament, but this time, its held at pioneer sec

so strange of why this year they hold there.

still considering to play for SCC. should i?

ohfuckss.

can't wait for this monday's BBQ.

wanna join?

wanna know the answer?

call me/leave a message

okaylame=P

oh yah. i totally forgot about what happend just now.

so yeah, i didn't come school but i attend rugby training which was in school.

saw my form teacher.

lucky she didn't approach me

2008-08-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

okay blog.blog.blog.blog.blog.blog.blog.blog.blog
current mood: sleepy/dead

nothing happened in school today
it was the old boring school life
spent the 1st hour of physics in our homeroom
then form teacher nagnagnagnag at us AGAIN
no life. hah, but this time she didn't scream like she normally do
i think she's sick cause i can see it in her eyes

after physics for socialstudies
but it was only like 1/2 anhour
err, its gonna be her last time teaching us
hohoho

then. blablablablablablabla
english was like cancel?
HOHO played guitar.
now i can see Mr.Wong is so not interested in us anymore
for 2 years hes been our form teacher and i think hes the best
but now ...................... everything changed.
ohyeah, i still remember the present we bought for him
it was a softball and a Muzino tshirt which he confess it was tight
and he doesn't want to wear it. what a fake

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMM
im done.

this year never gave him anything.
hohoho

had train

2008-08-24T06:08:00.000-07:00

i'll start blogging

went training with SCC at Farrer Park Field.
all i can say is that, its very fun. more fun than secondary level.
starting was about 1h15mins of warmup.
then we only have about 30mins to train our packs and 3/4

met new friends, mostly all angmohs.
i love the way the talk.
really really friendly people

oh yeah, SCC are really a rich club =x
they sponser us with tshirt, water and even the drink called pocarisweat.
and even sponser us with rugby balls for our school.

after traning went to KKH for lunch.
ate at the foodcourt there and then ate icecream at mac
and i can say is KKH really change for good
its like, i wanna stay there for as long i can stay
hah!

ohyes,
the malay'random'girlactcute working at mac was really stalking me.

2008-08-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

some retarded shitt.

guess what? i broke my specs and its the same reason to what i did for my previous pair.

it was when i was cleaning my specs and then 'PIAK' the frame to support my lens broke

luckily it still can support the lens, gonna get a new one by the end of the month

okayokay. today's jamming was quite boring, and we didn't have proper bassist and voxs.

trained down to dhoby ghaut and accidently bumbed in to 'CikZai' ,but then, i didn't approach

him, cause he'e very far from me. hah, i know.. when we reach 'daisy rock' it was close.

Zomg!, yeah. soon after the guy came and let us in.

so yeah, we practiced on :

I Don't Love You

The Kill

Face Down
Sugar, We're Goin' Down

and then, came in some extra people that ruin the whole show.

spoil the whole mood, somemore they anyhow go in and out of our room.

hmm. alright, we took '147' home and then something discusting, ermm, i can say

its the worst discusting thing that i've seen.

okayokay, heres the story

we were like half way thru our journey home

and then theres this guy whom just boarded the bus and sat infrt of us

he was like really sleepy and try to sleep of awhile

and then we were like teasing on the way he sleeps

with his lips wide open, its like, so uninviting

and then there goes his saliva

his saliva was like dripping out from his mouth to the shirt

then, lyon went 'WTF!'

we all start laughing like mad

and then the guy wipe off the saliva

its like a thin layer of wire dropping down

its really discusting

alright. i think thats it for today's post

2008-08-11T06:04:00.000-07:00

okay2. spent my day at noor's place.

did nothing actually. wanted to go home early, but parents won't let

so yeah, watch t.v..

haiyoooo, i've got nothing to write la

see, my blogpost is all so boring.

tsk. tmr's theres school

right after class gonna have traning.

yes ah! ,gonna have forwards and backs run.

gonna be pretty fun

famous last words :

and there, you swore you miss me

2008-08-10T02:53:00.000-07:00

remember my name,
cause you'll be screaming it later

2008-08-10T01:10:00.000-07:00

dickhead(top)
cards(top)
random(top)
more cards(top)
she's way hardcore(top)

tilt your head to the right.sorry

so yeah, last friday slept over grandmother's house
took some video of the fireworks.
actually, its kinda of lame.
enjoy

2008-08-06T05:17:00.000-07:00

alright alright.

today, was like normal. had POA for first period and it was freeperiod for us. played more cards. next lesson was maths, had test and we were like wtf? lol, i think almost all students dont know how to do all of the four questions . IT lesson after that, drew animation. k, lame. recess was nxt and we played more cards, and we're late for chemistry for 15mins, good boy mah. chemistry was as pernormal, so damn boring. then, we has social studies.

okay2. after school we went down to compass, to get some strings. we round and luckily, we didn't met her. pheww. went library as lyon wanna borrow some books. took 161 home, and do all my random routin .

alright. its gonna be 1 more day to our dream.

1) i don't love you

2) the kill

3) sugar we're going down

4) face down

hell yeah! , tmr night gonna practice at daisy rockkkkk

okay, thats it.

chao..

2008-08-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

this song's for you. all those good times we had with each other, i will never forget.i see you having fun, in the crowd.mabye when you get back, i'll be off to find another way.without you, surely, ofcourse, i'll be with you. or when this thing ends, could i die upon you? anyway, your hands are getting cold. i'll be right there, with my one only regret. 'run away or leaving nothing more to say' like he say in those movies. should i?

2008-08-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

today's outing was like awergeraekle not so fun. lol. okay, met up with shafiq and lyon at hougang mall. and again, as always shawn was late. dots, he went temple to pray for his drumming skills. LOL, alright. trained to dhoby ghaut's 'daisy rock' met up with christopher and startered practicing. the 'manager' came halfway, damn that black basted. haha! took some photo's halfway .

retarded manager

random

band
some retard
band2 band3

after taking those photo's, went plaza sing

to check out beautiful sexy guitars at yamaha

and some sexy hot legs.

we decided to play i don't love you

as our last song. dots.

hope we could manage that song.

bussed home and then, WALLA!

im at home.

shafiq: vocals

lyon: retarded rythm

fir: lead

christopher: bassist

shawn: drums

P.: manager, photographer

famous last words: so should i stay? should i tremble and remain?

or run away, leaving nothing more to say?

2008-07-31T06:04:00.000-07:00

Please Lord I pray

Don't ever let me be alone

I know you're gonna be by my side

I'm not on my own

When I lose sight

Through all my fears

I'll think of you

And there will be no more tears

As I lay me down

Help me forget these tragedies

Returning me these memories

2008-07-31T05:51:00.000-07:00

i don't feel like blogging today.
so yeah.
thanks

when there's nothing left to scream

you'll be on your knees

we cry mercy

together we still fly

..and when there's no place for the end

tell me why

please, lord i pray

i know you are here

just help me thru

2008-07-30T04:58:00.000-07:00

art. the way to express our emotions
i'm just to tired. tired

2008-07-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

OKAY! its been quite awhile since i last blog due to some shit that i couldn't go in ie and mf.
now that i've formatted, with all my songs ALL gone, gahhhh very very boring.
so yeah, these few weeks have been really pack with band practice, classes and all sorts of stuffs.
free periods has been fun playing cards and gyming. lol, and i've been liking physics and d&t.

ytd watched under-14 play against raffles at bukit timah.
so yeah, didn't make any differents, i won't brag about it here.
the final score was about 50plus-0 .

alrighty. gonna stop blogging. aye! tmr got oral.

2008-07-11T06:05:00.000-07:00

those secrets you'll never tell
you're scared
they all hate you
i see you shaking
shaking
are you tired ?
do you think you ned to sleep ?
the hardest part is letting go of our dream
but heroes ned to make sacrifices

2008-07-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

you just go on
you'll just continue running
you just won't stop

if you carry on this way
dude, thats the worst thing i could say
would you ever care?
ahhaa!

2008-07-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

maybe when you had those feelings
your tried to be not like them
this old memories. they die so hard
and when the time comes, i we die with you
or shall i walk alone ?

oh. this is our dream
we'll be living

12408

2008-07-06T22:11:00.000-07:00

oh yeah. really can't wait for your next album

2008-07-06T21:37:00.000-07:00

a few days back, i've got their second live album.
they played their new song called 'untitled' some fans name it 'stay'

historical baby.

2008-07-06T05:31:00.000-07:00

internet fucked up la
friendster, tagboard cannot load. and some other webpage too. need to reboot
but what about my songs? my pictures ? my stuff ?
what should i do ? omg !
its just like having an accident, and when you wake up, you forget everything.
LOL .

tag replies:

Lyon: funny meh ? NO!
denise: yah, okay

so, can't wait for gig

1) sugar we're going down
2) a little less sixteen candles, a little more 'touch me'
3) the kill
4) from yesterday (maybe not playing this song)

we have about 2 more weeks to prepare.
dammit lyon! pick up the phone.
so, tmr jamming practice is not a confirm one
cause someone nevr answer my call.

2008-07-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

taggies:

denise : funny ah ? cb. they come , i confirm not coming
lyon : mraz . yeh

okayokay. Micheal and Shafiq approached to me first thing on tuesday morning.
they asked me whether im interested in performing this coming gig in school on
late july for youth day. then i was like dead silent , thn Micheal sid , Authum Atlantic
is coming down and maybe Caracal. i was like, dead shocked. he then continue to
saying about our secondary school life, i think he said about you want your sec 3 life to
be boring or to be famous. he said something like that. Mieheal is really a good friend.
very straight forward. i said i'll think about it and confirm. they left and i turned to P.
should i perform? should i? lol. told lyon about it . and he said yes, we took about 2 days
to confirm the songs we are playing

1) sugar we're going down
2)
3) kill
4) from yesterday

zomGAY. fob is becoming more gay. yes i know
just had practice with the band except the drummer
well , lyon did great for sugar we're going down and kill
erm, a little less sixteen candles, a little more ' touch me' a little shaky
and for from yesterday, lyon told me about it after we had pratice
so didnt manage to practice the song
so yeah , going jamming this coming monday.

oh yeah , 2.4 timing was about 15 minutes
is it because i fell down and all the construction workers looked at me or what ?
lol , stupid drain was wet , i slide and fell down at the turn

how i ever wish you are there, watching me perform

2008-07-01T06:53:00.000-07:00

i just can't tell how much i miss you .
your smile
your voice
they make me tremble.

2008-07-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

maybe its me, who kept you away

2008-07-01T05:31:00.000-07:00

tag replies:

denise: erm both days . dunno which one is the first nor the second
lyon : wtf ? why you sound so like you tag that using denise name ?

okay. theres something wrong with my mozila .
the cbox wont load in my blog unless i go to my cbox profile to check my messages,
friendster won't load,
and some other webpage. what happened ?

2008-06-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

got the band line up of singfest08
dots . all like !@#$

all time low
we the kings
yellowcard
boys like girls
cute is what we aim for
paramore

they should bring alesana.mcr.and some others

2008-06-27T06:38:00.000-07:00

you can get killed in the crowd

2008-06-23T04:37:00.000-07:00

tag replies

fir friend: LOL . hello P , or whoever it is .
LYA: hmm
lyon: lol. how he know my address. oh ,you gave him right ?
lyon: dont be so gay with all those smileys please

i know. such a great vox for a guy like him

alright. school is going to be such a bore this second semester.ZOMg, after getting my new timetable, i realize that every tuesday ans thursday school ends at 530. OMF ! why always d&t is the last subhect of the day? somemore i got cca to attend on those 2 days and it start at 3. im not gonna skip. omg ! and for every thursday's d&t, its 2 hours. OMG ! d&t is so damn boring. they should put me in art, but why they didnt let me in? walao . !@#$ . LOL, saw ben's new semiacoustic which cost him 250 bucks. i ask him where he buy, he said at sweelee's warehouse.
he said there's a sale. i was like WTF ? and then he also said 50% storewide. i was like 'more' WTF. i didnt know got sale. gahh ! , he somemore can say got many people came to buy this 2500bucks electric after the discount. its so damn worth it lah.

unfortunately today school ends at 130, well my class now on monday, always end at 130.SHOIK. LOL, went home and took rugby gears and came bck to school to train. training today was quite boring but with fenghua around, he never fails to make us laugh. LOL, gay.

okay, now im at home blogging. really tired. this friday gonna buy new strings with shafiq they all at compass only they're free.

2008-06-21T06:30:00.000-07:00

tag replies

syazaPIXIE? : lols, yes. lya mepek
robin : yup . we changed coach. but i think kelvin much more better
robin : aha ! we got 3 coach. but sam never turn up for 1 session with us
lyon : yah

today

well , today spent the whole day at nenek's place . slacked and watched the tattooist . pretty cool movie to watch . then we brought nenek down to walk around at the kallang river . the river now is more like better to spent your time than the older days . really clean than before . will upload the photo's tomorrow .
planing to buy the strings at cp this coming friday with him . well yeh , school's gonna start in a about 1 day ! prettey short . the cdiv' ruggers is gonna have the 'gohkengswee' tournament starting from this thursday . i wanna see how far they can make it . bowl ? lol! many people say their cannot go the plate . all i can say is that they're gonna be in bowl . lols , as their team got saints and some other school . well tonight is the last day to enjoy , gonna sleep up late probably about 4,5,6 + or maybe not gonna sleep. hahas . lets see
alright , im gonna write till here .

oh yes. sorry to lya for not replying or msg that day. cheerup girl

2008-06-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

from DeathCore to Christian EmoCore .

if this doesn't touch your heart, i guess nothing will
it makes me weak the first time i listen to it but it also make me stronger each and everytime i listen to it. i mean, its just nice to bands to compose 'lifestories' songs. its just like so better than meaningful

today

well. today did nothing good. slacked at noor's place. superbly boring
played guitarway to heaven 4 on psp.
wah, at last i can finish 'thank you for the venom' by my chemical romance.
very hard to hit those fast notes
i can't believe that school starts on this coming monday.
its very fast when you're enjoying. but wtf ? i didn't enjoyed my hols !

okay okay. so, didn't enjoy my day again .

yeah people all over the world, stop the hate and bring on the love

2008-06-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

what are you ?
you promise ?
you're just a fuck !
you never matter anyway

OMF ? i can't believe that x-tech or what evr shit band from anugerah band got in but not knightwings ? WTF ? Knightwings deserve to go in not the x-tech .